i figured.....

a lot of my best writing comes out on my blogger page.....i realized i need to turn to this more and let loose.often times its poems...or simply thoughts...2010 i want to put something out....not sure what.....but something from the heart...something that represents me......now to continue with pieces of writing......

I know that if i work at it hard enough.....i can make this love work...i will devote my care and attention to this relationship and will make good happen.

On my way back from church.it was very up lifting and amazing.Pastor Poncho is amazing.now to end my night..what to do...what to do.....lol

Theirs something........

theirs something about the way she moves
the way she grooves when the music sets the mood
theirs something that feels so right
the way our bodies come together when i hold her tight
its almost as if our hearts reunite
and lets us know that what we got is right
theirs something about the way shes makes me fight
fight for the things to make me right
helping me realize i can do anything as long as i keep GOD in my life...
no matter what theirs always something about her
something a that's lets me know no matter what
everything is gonna be alright.

minds can........

minds can often be deceiving at times
painting pictures of love and happiness
as well as pain and tears
with the right mind you can overcome all
weakness to happiness
tear to smiles
all in all
minds can often be deceiving at times

well to be honest

i have had some minor incidents mentally....nothing to bad...just feeling a little lost...i found writing helps me out..if there is one thing i would like to state it would be this...

"the mind is strong...strong enough to bring you down and out...but the reason for it is healthy....to bring you to your reality and make you realize you are out of focus and you need to pay attention to that,if not the circumstances will not be to healthy and you will loose it all."

that was totally off the top of the head......but that's my thought on that....
to all peace and one love.

(2/2) thoughts....lets dew dis!

(1/2) Whats up blogger..im mobile now....now i shall be the live version of the cartoon Doug..lol....you are at my finger tips everywhere to help release

sun is up!

sun is up
the day is brewing
and my day is gone be nice..
beautiful girl....
sportin ill appearal
and ready for the world!
thank GOD its friday
man im glad it is......
for todays the day.....
for all fun and play!!

Above ....

Are two artist who i look up to......they are two of my biggest inspirations.

so....

i have never been the type to reach out to many and take their problems into my hands,but i have a lil cuzin named Anissa who was having a dead end in her life.this girl has endless potential and can be someone important in the world.this girl has opened me up to who i really am and made me realize i have not lived up to my full potential.im glad that i can be a mentor to her and i can say i am very proud of her recent accomplishments and am proud to call her my new lil sis!Anissa....im proud of you...and even though im not always around....your still in my heart and will always be here for you......one love.

ABSENCES

NOTHING ON YOU
JUST BLANK AND WHITE...
WAITING FOR MY MIND TO GO OFF
WITH NO DESPITE....
WITH NOTHING MORE BUT THE VIVID
MEANINGFUL LINES......
AND THE STROKES THAT WILL COME FORM A HAND
CONTROLLED BY A ABSTRACT MIND....
SOMETHING ONLY TO OPEN YOU UP AND BE SEEN
SOMETHING SO KEEN TO THE EYE
TO MAKE THE VIEWER ASK WHY?
WITH COLORS SO BOLD....THEY DETAIL THE VISUAL
STORY BEING TOLD......
JUST LIKE CANDY TO A CHILD,
THE ILLUSTRATION MAKES THE MIND GO WILD
IN WAYS THAT ARE OTHER THAN MILD.....
NOW THAT I SPOKEN OF THE OBJECTIVE....
LETS MAKE AWAY WITH THIS ABSENCE....
AND USE YOU TO MAKE MY ART HAVE SENSE.

IVE POSTED IT BEFORE....WAY BACK WHEN....
BUT HERE IS SOME OF MY MIND PETRO!!

jams

THE SONDS THAT POLLUTE MY MIND WITH VIVID THOUGHTS AND CREATIVITY.

MAN...THIS DUDE GOTS ME BUGGIN OUT RIGHT NOW!!HIS SHIT IS CRAZY RETARDED...BEATS ARE RAW.....MOVING!!!

MAN OL MAN

THIS HAS BEEN A STRESSFUL TWO WEEKS....DIDNT THINK I WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH....THANKS TO MY LOVE I MADE IT!JUST ALL THE BULLS*** MADE IT ALL BAZERK ......NOW TO MOVE FOWARD AND PROGRESS.....FUTURE HERE I COME FOR THE GOOD.....



I WISH I COULD BE THIS GUY!!!!NO WORRIES AT ALL!!LMAO!

THIS IS WHAT IM TALKIN ABOUT.....SHIT IS DOPE....WHAT PUSHES ME.....REAL ART!

Today....

is a new day....putting yesterday behind.....a day were my determination will help move me to the top.....no set backs,no interruptions.....all the way to the top.....and of course my baby is going with me!!!we can do it mama!!!Si se puede!!l.o.l!

yo......

today i was day dreaming about pink frogs,yellow pigs, and flying monkeys.....SHIT WAS RETARDED SON!!!l.o.l

LIKE THE GHETTO BOYS SAID "MY MIND IS PLAYIN TRICKS ON ME!"

today....

is a bomb saturday.....ate a good lunch,washed up the ride all clean,watched a movie,and took a bomb nap!!now for a good dinner!!a great night its been....tbc!

after all i said............

i can say i have changed for the good...i don't feel any of those aggressions,i have clear thoughts of success and i feel more determined for good than i ever have.i can say i appreciate life more and what it has to offer.....and love is part of that factor....Angie made an impact on most of this.....she has shown me that a person like me has a second chance at anything if you show your faith to GOD.not that i am trying to get religious but the truth is it dose not hurt sometimes to turn to GOD for some direction....Angie also helped me realize that i am capable to succeed if i focused on the potential i have......all in all...i feel that i have changed for the good and for myself and i am looking forward to the future to come......now for the next part of my journey to came......one love Jesse.

A SICK COLAB!

AM I RIGHT OR AM I!!!I LOVE GRAFFITI!!

THE DETAIL,THE SKILL,THE DEDICATION

RETNA HAS TO BE ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVORITE ARTIST!!I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING WHAT ELSE IS TO COME.

THE KILLER OF CITIES!

RESPECT!!!!AND RECOGNIZE BITCHES THIS IS HOW IT SHOULD BE DONE!!!L.O.L!

and my day was....

great......i feel so enlightened...being back in a educated lifestyle feels good.....i feel like my life has more meaning..like i have a purpose...it feels good knowing someone is proud of me......that someone is my love....now i will go on with what i have started and accomplish all my goals in doing so.let! us let this journey go on!

this shit is dope!!

7th LETTER FOREVER!!

today......

was a bomb day....spent all day with my love and we cooled out....played some monopoly....(i kicked her ass l.o.l)and we watched a good movie called ALIVE.we had our downs ....gay ass chino swap meet and bunk ass Mexican food......other than that the day was right......tomorrow is my first day back at school......G.E.D here i come!

lemme tell you..........

this book is great...my love picked it out for me and it has been very intriguing.i recommend it to anyone out there!!!thank you love.

Today.....

was a beautiful day!woke up feeling good.....next to my love.had a good breakfast with my fam @IHOP!spent the morning with my nephew for birthday and had a good time...love that lil boy.later in the day went to the gym......and now bout to have a dinner with my love and cool it forthe rest of the evening......tomarrow.......we are off to get HOLY!!one love world....one love! :0)

Todays beautiful day!

woke up next the love of my life and its my nephews birthday!love you papito!

an artist that inspires me to push for more!

Retna MSK AWR!!!RESPECT!

Peep Game........

I am a child of the 80's...and i can say....Shit these days is weak.....Music(that commercial junk),T.V,and Movies!!i can say i appreciate the era i was born.....the 80's pioneered a lot of what now is trying to "perfect"........you feel me!!!80's babies stand up!!!! LMAO!!!!WHO HAA!!!!

Music from my youth....enjoy!p.s Push is my favorite!

funk tracks

AAAAWWWWW SSSHHHEEEEETTTT!

GOT TO OWN DIS ISH!!!!!!!!!!

Meaning to me.....

when seeing this the significances of it is a reality often found when two are in LOVE..A emotion i have not felt before.....finding this makes me realize my life is only going forward rather than no where...the moment touch occurs hairs raise for my body feels that beautiful the energy her LOVE.Her words are like music to the ear filling my mind with endless thoughts of happiness.....The perfect reason for living....and worth giving my LOVE,loyalty,honesty,and most importantly TRUST...this is my meaning of this photo to me.

and NOW!!!

right now im about to have chicken finger nacho's.....they are about to be bomb...then to sketch out a new piece!tis tis tis tis!(l.o.l.)

man.....

i have been doing graffiti for a minute and let me tell you i got stories....i have been on hiatus for a minute....and want to come out to play...what to do...what to do...????

hey!

you are number 1!

yo yo yo!!!a tohusand apologizes...

i have been away a bit!!

last night lakers won......by 10!!!!geah!!

my last couple of weekends have been bomb!!!!thanks to my love!!!!

and there is more to come!!!!

ill keep you posted!!!

the heart..........

the heart i possess found something one night.....something that blew me away.....that something was what i fell in love with at first sight.....i call you "HIP HOP"cause like the feelings i got for that lifestyle i got for you times a million.....i knew once everything around you blacked out....it was you that he sent to me.......i felt that swarm of butterflies and automatically i knew i had to approach you.....then it went down.....after time went by and me seeing you around me i knew this had to be true.....then we met....and all emotions went crazy inside and i knew i had to have you......you gave me the contact and we went our ways....you left me wanting more......the thoughts of you and me went through my mind every minute after that and you were all i thought about....the times we conversed....it was like this angel was speaking to me....when we chilled for the first time i was i heaven and the one with me was who i used to imagine in dreams.....but in person....that kiss u gave me was that conformation that it is going to be you and i against the world.....then you made it known that i was yours and you are mine......and you made me the happiest man in the world......then i thought to myself....all the dreams of my perfect girl came true and i was given the greatest gift from god....AND I WILL ALWAYS CHERISH YOU FOREVER.......then last night we both found that what we have is deeper then anything.....it was love at first sight....at this point we are both scared.....but together me and you can put that behind....

after this dicovery....i knew this was real.....and my feelings are true....i wouldnt have it any other way with anyone else....your all i need and all i want....
my <3 is yours and my love goes to you and you only.....my sun,air,moon,and stars.... you are my everything......
ONE LOVE....FOREVER!

to you.....

man ol man......sorry i went m.i.a.....but let me tell you i made a discovery and i am with it........and that discovery is Hip Hop.......all my dreams and wishes have became a reality.......all the years of searching has paid off and now you have given me the oppertunity to be a part of you......you will be cherished and put to the top of my list always........my heart belongs to you and you always......you own that special part in my heart and always will as long as you want it....my sun,my air,my moon and stars.......thats what you are.......thank you for believeing in me....i wont let you down......ONE LOVE......

AAAhhhhhh MMMMMAnnnn

am i on another level.......and man the thoughts in my mind are crazy!!!
colors,shapes,sounds,and smells!!!!
man am i lovin it!!!!!

talk to me world!!!!!!!

tonights the night!!!!

here at rude boys and bought to watch him get tatted!!!
going to be dope!!!!!!

looking foward to this!!!!

well one love to all!!!!!

ill keep you posted!!!

I bring to you!!!!!!My song of the day!!!!!

love this shit!!!!!Madlibs a Fuckn nut!!!!

Man.......

so i am up and feeling restless.......dont know why.......
today i had the most random memory come back to me........
it was the first time i heard a Madlib track......
funny shit i was at a show talkin to this girl and we
were talkin about hip hop and i was like i have been hearing alot about
Madlib and J dilla and i was curious to hear what the hype was......
its like a angel heard me and BAM!!!!!!hit me with the realest shit i have ever heard!!!!!!

Man Toe Fat is the businesss!!!!!

Check it on my Player Above!!!!

Changed my life!!!!

The sounds that influence me.......

jams



these are the sounds that run through my head and keep me fueled......from the lyrics to the beats my brain gets its energy from these sounds.......so refreshing and therapeutic

This aint the last.......only the begining......

of me getting out all the stuff locked in my mind........not to get a sympathy trip or anything.....just so i can release all the thoughts and ideas........spit opinions and give love to those I'm thinking of.........